The Glass House

"fuck this window" I said

as i through the stone.

starring at the damage i've done

admiration turned into confusion

then confusion turned into regret

because i just threw a stone

through my glass house

"now who the hell is going to pay for this?" i thought to myself

i looked around...

i looked down and saw my reflection starring back at me through the broken peices

then i looked to the left

and saw my shadow

stupid ass didnt even open her eyes and look back at me.

what the hell is the point of this story?

dont be so shallow.

- illusions and confusion.

Aspiration Theory

"High Aspirations Breeds Frustration,

Frustration Breeds Motivation

Motivation Pushes Action

Action Breeds Confidence &

Confidence is Cumulative"

illusions and confusion (a collection of thoughts)

love is an optical illusion

its like walking through a maze of mirrors

my love is amazing

so amazing that my heart wouldn't keep it (too good for my own good?)

is it an extra heartbeat im missing

or

fresher breath

or

turning this anxiety back into a butterfly?

what am i missing?

everything that completes me is found within you

but

what is this void

why is it that we think this isnt meant to be

when all we believed is we were meant for each other?

why cant i do this?

is it just fear?

i cant write poetry or music

all i can sing is you

a song i cant seem to get tired of

my favorite love...song

i dont understand

everything is supposed to be black and white

and it is

but its an illusion

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