window

sittin outside of the inside

this window is just a hole in the wall

covered by the blind. 

its an expensive life

so many live cheap

in a rush decieve themselves

and sell out

im broke

non - refundable

but i smiled today

a real one

shrugged my shoulders at the mother - goose type of minds

because i didnt make this rhyme just so that you can understand me

you aren't sh** because of what you are going through

we are everything because what we have been through

and when tomorrow isn't looking so bright

i stop and think about how i've been through darker nights

a non - refundable admission

even though my tickets aren't on sale

taking in the outside from the inside

i can see through the blind

hole in the wall

window. 

nature called (sedona)

(shout goes out to jb and her valuable source for this idea...)

"the circle kind of love"

"poison?"

sedona....

finally, a day away from routine

in perfect weather

to the most perfect place

with someone who isnt far from perfect

which to me, is perfect.

.bfi and i.

.Sedona, Az.

.May 1st, 2009.

"hi jb"

"b****, i love in a f***in trash can!"

"mickey mouse"

a moment for the BRAVE bus drivers that 

have died

while serving 

the 

citizens

and 

illegal citizens

of the state

of

Arizona.