Wednesday, May 13, 2009


i asked the question "where do we go from here?"
now i know that in order to get to where we want to go
we must first figure out where we are
we share the same destination
but we travel on two seperate roads
the street lights and stop signs are identical
go,yield,stop... 
and the streets are filled with the same kind of stupid drivers
and the traffic is backed up between hell and heaven
sometimes i just wanna take the freeway
we both avoid the detours
because our destination is the most important
but where are we?

i feel like im on death row for a minor collision
so for a second i run
i am paralyzed from fighting
but i have too much pride to park in the handicap spots when i stop and park
so i park from a distance and walk 
until my sanity returns and i feel like my thoughts are rational again
who has time for that?

love is my insurance
but as the stakes rise
so do the rates
and, because im known to be a bad driver,
love - surance isnt enough
so i have to hire a lawyer
and my lawyer is my mind
sometimes my lawyer speaks over
my heart
so im left with a sentence
and doing time
for speaking my mind
instead of my heart

there is a long road ahead
but a rough one behind
the smallest nail
can put the biggest hole in my tire
but 
we risk even the smallest things
to get to our destination

where are we?

i am on the road to recovery
not willling to stop at a dead end
too many ties i've had to turn around
now
im just looking ahead
even if mapquest said that the road i am taking is a rough one
id still be taking it to reach that destination with you

where are you?