Monday, June 1, 2009

brokenhopeless

down, but still lookin for the upside
because i feel like life has got me upside down
doctor can you supply
a tourniquet for these bleeding eyes??
alone and cold 
but i can feel the heat from everyone elses stares
pleading for you to stay
dragging me through puddles of tears from my rain
clinging on to my thoughts
please dont leave me...
mind.
upside down
no upside
bent over backwards for people
but they continue to look at me sideways
this isnt the way i want to turn heads
this misery hates company
your hate isnt motivation
its paralyzation, to say the least
money makes the world go round
and due to stress, only makes your heart pound
because without it 
as one, we die.. right?
everyone?
love kills and money heals
according to us all
once i have had nothing
but love and i thought i was wealthy
now i am upside down
because my upside's down