the unthinkable...

Today ill remove the paintings, pictures, and decoration off of my walls. They will be as bare as I am.

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everything i hate is everything people love about me
i am transparent
and i dont wanna talk about it
i dont want to be anything but who i am and what i feel
so if i wanna walk around with a fukkin frown then let me be
if you miss me: dig into your heart, close your eyes, and play with our memories because thats all thats left
if you miss my hair, ill cut some off for you
if you miss my smell, buy my perfume
if you miss my voice, listen to my music
i miss me too.

its cold outside.
my throat is on fire.
my body hurts.
my ears ache.
my head is pounding.
i dont know if im cold or hot,
but im sweating
it hurts to cry
the wind blows my cold tears

i've never hurt like this before
who cares.